Goals



My gold,
is to be,
as the waves,
to give, and give, and give,
until I glisten,
to let go
of convention and conviction,
to be moved,
by the wind.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

04/19/12 (1:13 a.m.)

I truly believe we are all searching for god in our own way. Whether we know it or not we are all searching for an ultimate, a happiness, a peace, even in the violence.

I am at work. I went to turn off a light switch as I do every night before I go into the office and turn on every morning when I come out. Then I realized that I couldn't tell if I had already done this earlier or not; and as I tried to remember I started to realize that all the days were turning into one and I couldn't differentiate one from the other one. And I realized that this is life, this instant is life, you're not waiting for your life to start, it doesn't start when you get a degree or travel the world or make a million dollars, every instant counts just as much as the next, they're all equally alive, whether you are dead or not. Life is now. So close your eyes and enjoy, the pitfalls, the pain, the joy, the happiness, the despair, they're all equally alive, just be, just be there that's all you have to do. And don't waste time, because time is what life is made up of...what is waste, what is time...I don't know, how can someone possibly waste time if there is no goal...maybe only if they're living for tomorrow or hanging on to yesterday.

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