Foreword: My first mediation was very full with thoughts of the day. There's been so much going on that's its been like a thick cloud keeping me in Samsara, the joy the pain of it all. I have actually been experiencing some success and having some break through on the personal level, so maybe that's why its been so hard today to connect with reality. I find it's very hard to do both, to be successful in reality and Samsara at the same time, unless you open the door, then you are successful in samsara by bringing reality into it, and at that point you are a master and both worlds are as one. One day maybe if it is meant for this lifetime that I call "mine."
Meditation: 25 mins, not very good (15 mins, sublime)
Some realizations I did see was a strong link between the frontier they call "space" and our minds. While meditating I had a vision of an electrical cloud, or what I think one would look like, and I started to think wow, we exchange information in our brains by using electrical signals the same way many things do, so in a sort of way, my brain is sort of an electrical storm, like the electrical storm they have on other planets they deem inhabitable (by humans). This really made me think, I mean if this is the case, then we can know the entire universe, infinity and beyond, just by studying ourselves. I mean really the electrical storm out there is the same as the electrical storm going on inside of you. We have so much beauty and perfection going through our bodies all the time, yet we believe when some other ignorant soul tells us something demeaning about ourselves, something that they have no idea about, because if they did, they wouldn't be saying what they are saying. We have no idea of the concept reality and constant pool of eternal we are swimming in, "it's like asking a fish what water is" as Master Tolle would say. Its fascinating how much certain cluster of cells look like solar systems, its amazing how far out there, looks so much like way in here. The alpha and the omega, the tiny follows the colossal, opposites are really so close to each other until they become one another. Extreme hot and extreme cold, love and hate. You know I have this theory, if it's not contradictory then it's not right...I know you think I'm crazy and it makes no logical sense but I've notice in life the things I've found to be the most true at some point or another is contradictory. This happens alot in Buddhism "strive not to strive" and things of that nature. But it's really a crazy balance, I mean in words in sounds contradictory but to "know" it on ones heart is not.
I believe most knowledge and information is more for the play of intellect that the realization of truth. You notice how clever and intellectual people with fast moving neurons and such like to play these clever games, these thought provoking games, almost like mental masturbation. I believe this is because they are inclined to intellect so they do these things to satisfy their need of mental movement and play to make them feel good. In the process many discoveries are made and information is put together in order for innovation and a progression of a certain sort. But truth, I mean actual realization, this will never be found by intellect alone, our brain is too small, we need both. we need mental stimulation as well as spiritual knowing in order to satisfy our needs. As humans we are born in a unique situation where we know that we know. Because of this our bodies do play a factor and we need these sense perceptions for realization. The perfect balance is oneness, that's when it all come together.
Today's was a bit long and rambling but I have not developed these theories enough, so I apologize if I've given you too much food but not enough sustenance. Much love.
Namaste~
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